What has your recent relationship to money been like?

I'm almost afraid to even state aloud what my recent relationship with money has been, for fear that, I don't know, it will get worse.  Up until now, my relationship with money has been, how should I say it-very limited.  I was stuck in that WORK HARD money blue print, and, after attending a Millionaire Mind Workshop 4 years ago, I learned that WORKING SMART is more effective.  Only problem so far, has been implementing that and actually BELIEVING that I deserve and am capable of making more money than I have been. 

I would say that my relationship with money has been getting better, as I have been believing in myself and telling myself that I deserve abundance in all forms.  I recently won some big scholarships to help pay for school, and I intend to win LOTS more, as well as educate myself on running a business and acquiring a job that I love and pays me for my worth. 

Our relationship is getting better and better, but like any relationship, I worry and wonder whether I'm taking the right steps.