Posted on Dec 9th, 2009
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Mitsu
I try to receive every positive thing I can in this world. I know in the past I've had a hard time receiving things that I wanted. Isn't it weird how we can want something so bad, and when we finally get it or have an opportunity to get it, we subconciously tell ourselves that this couldn't possibly be happening, that we don't deserve this, that we're so used to struggling for things... I still haven't figured out why we do that. I guess we fall into comfortable patterns of doubt and non acceptance of the things we want.
Anyways, now I receive all positive things gratefuly and whenever I can. I don't have to TRY to receive them; they just come to me, because I work so hard to achieve/obtain them. But I still get those voices or feelings of non deservance (is that a word?). I politely REJECT those and other negative or non constructive thoughts/feelings. Hehe.
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Posted on Dec 8th, 2009
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Magical thing? It's not very often that a magical thing happens to me. Hehe. But I'd have to say that my brother's mother-in-law calling me and asking me to dog-sit for her, was pretty magical, because I really need the money. So that was almost an answer to my prayers!
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Posted on Dec 7th, 2009
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I've never really understood what "vision" meant in this sense. I suppose it means that someone has a great sense for what's trendy or up & coming. Like in terms of fashion maybe? Or maybe someone is just really good at predicting the outcomes of things.
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Posted on Dec 4th, 2009
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Probably something in technology, where I could make lots of money. Right now, money is a big priority (well, not that I think that priority will change much over my life), and so I am trying to think of job areas I can work that I will both enjoy and be guaranteed to make enough money to live off of.
Seems technology is always advancing, so something with computers, or even with some new kind of technology, would be greatly beneficial, I feel.
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Posted on Dec 2nd, 2009
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No, but I do try to BE happy or positive even when I don't feel like it. In that regards, sometimes I feel like I'm forcing myself to be happy or positive, but I know that I already AM happy & positive, and that that negative, oppressed, helpless feeling is only temporary.
I feel zapped of energy when I see people go out of their way to appear happy or positive- like, we all go through bad days and get in shitty moods, and it's more humanistic and REAL to just show it and deal with it the best you can. Because I think people can empathize and relate to you more if you just be real. Like, if I see someone who is obviously having a bad day, but is trying to just shrug it off, I really appreciate that.
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Posted on Nov 30th, 2009
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Good question! I have to admit I LOVe surrounding myself with luxury- meaning money. Luxury = money and the power to buy anything you want.
I think everyone should be able to be abundant in all areas of life, and money shouldn't be excluded from that. I want to be abundant (luxurious) in love, money, spirituality, adventure, health...you name it.
And I LOVE sharing the wealth and seeing other people deserve and receive abundance in whatever form they enjoy.
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Posted on Nov 29th, 2009
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I feel like it's a been a constant battle my whole life. Although I've gotten better at batlting it, I like to think that it's not so much a battle anymore as it is a reminder at times that there is no need to be uncertain or have self-doubt.
When i'm under a lot of stress (like now when I don't have a job), I tend to fill up quickly with uncertainty/self-doubt about whether or not I can achieve my goals or that I'll ever get to where I want to be. But I think those times are vital to maintaining your faith in yourself and the universe and people around you- that so many forces are helping you manifest your dreams, and that there will always be some challenges that make the journey that much more exciting and opportunistic to learn other lessons.
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Posted on Nov 27th, 2009
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I really haven't been paying much attention to current events. I'just been so wrapped up in moving and finding a job, that I've just shut everything else out. Although sometimes I think it would be good for me to read about what's going on, to distract myself or take focus away from my current stress.
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Posted on Nov 26th, 2009
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Hard to say- it wasn't a big revelation that other people practiced different faiths than I did. I grew up in a very diverse community, so everyone was pretty open-minded about each other.
I remember having to learn the different religions in school for history and that was very educational.
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Posted on Nov 24th, 2009
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Mitsu
Probably an apprentice to a warrior or powerful person.
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